So this week has been a little different than expected. Last week was transfers which means that we weren't able to really work the first part of the week picking up and dropping off sisters everywhere. We had to get around 25 sisters... Real fun right? And where did they sleep? Well luckily we could put 5 in the other area (my last area) and so we were only left with 20 of them. So we had these foam mattresses everywhere. LITERALLY everywhere. You couldn't walk anywhere without people on the floor sleeping. It was like a HUGE sleep over. I never really expected that as a missionary.
With lots of sisters in the apartment we decided to celebrate and make desserts. NOTHING turned out as planned. The brownies turned to oil... so we made this pudding thing that we froze and then ate it like ice cream... it actually was really yummy. Then I started making banana bread and guess what? When this sisters came back, there are NO BANANAS in NONE of the stores. So what do you do? We added more sugar and more flour and more vanilla and then poured in half a bottle of orange juice. I think it may have been the most delicious cake I have ever made (or maybe I have just been in Peru a really long time.... not sure which) But it really was yummy.
I will just have to say that I live with the most amazing girls. We work lots but after we plan at night, we definitely have lots of fun sitting around the guitar and singing our hearts out... with whatever song starts playing and then chatting about our day. It will definitely be the best way to end. By the way, I had originally extended till February but after praying and pondering a lot about it, I have decided to come home on my actual date to come home which is Dec 31st... so I will see you all after the new year!
So on to a more spiritual thing this week. I was kind of down about the fun assignment I have of traveling all the time (which I love seeing new places... but the actual traveling part is NOT fun) and I kind of was thinking that I am not sure if I actually really make a difference. I was frustrated and couldn't decide on when I wanted to go home and I was talking/having a meltdown with one of the sisters and she said. You know what, I think you are one of the strongest people I have ever met and I honestly could not have asked for a better person in my life right now. (She happens to be in a cast right now). She said when I met you a few weeks ago in Andahuaylas, I needed you that day and you didn't know it, but you helped me a lot to really enjoy everything again. And then being here with you where you are the only person that understands what it is like to be in a cast and try and work as a missionary (which I am not the only person ever to have that happen, but the only one here right now in Cusco). She just explained that it helped to have someone there to talk to and understand at the end of the day. Anyways, it was definitely one of those warm fuzzy moments when you can sit back and say, you know what? I am where I need to be and doing what I need to be.
When I think of Christ, I think about all of the people he healed and taught and all of the miracles and sometimes I completely forget about the apostles that he served and helped as well so that they could become the servants he needed when he was gone. I always thought that a mission would be about teaching people that didn't know anything about the gospel but didn't think a whole lot about teaching or rather serving my fellow missionaries. I am grateful to be able to be blessed to experience so many opportunities. The Lord truly loves me more than I could imagine.
I just want to share a miracle this week. So I am working on not stressing myself out with all of the things that I can't do and just focus on the things that I can do. So my mission president gave me a new scripture that I love. ''Therefore, dearly beloved (Carly... yes I inserted my name), let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be revealed.'' There are so many things I can't do, but it really doesn't matter. So I was doing REALLY good until last night, my USB was gone. I just wanted to cry and my head started to hurt. I was like really? I already lost HALF of my mission pictures, I really can't lose ALL of them. I just sat down and thought, I have done all I can do to look and I am just going to cheerfully stand still. I made popcorn and shared it with the other 2 sisters and then 2 of them came home and I asked if they had seen my USB. One of them said yes... but I honestly thought she was kind of being sarcastic. Here is the miracle. I had a zebra nail file in my backpack with my USB and it fell out when I got out of the taxi on the other side of Cusco. She got out like 2 people after me and the zebra caught her eye and then saw the USB. She asked some people if it were theirs (I obviously didn't hear) and no one said yes. She had hoped that it would have the name of someone she could baptize or that at least the person would be happy that she found it. She prayed Saturday night to find the person to whom it belonged... Well let's just say Heavenly Father heard both of our prayers and I was so happy to have just stood still and enjoyed my night as much as I could and not fret about all of the things I couldn't do and just be happy.
May you all find miracles this week in your life. Do all things CHEERFULLY in your power and stand still and you will see the hand of God in your life.
Love Always,
Hermana Lang