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Me dressed up like a grandma because
only 90 year old people use wheelchairs...
The elders in my area dressed me up. |
Dear Friends and Family,
The Impossible Goal
Be ye therefore perfect; even as I am
I begin to crawl to the ever distant destination
Mom and Dad there to teach me—to support me.
Little by little, I learn to walk
And step by step I begin to grow
They always say, ‘’Dream Big!’’ Right?
So I put my dream in perfection
Time flies by and my childhood dream?
Seems to be just that—a dream.
I’ve learned so much but the impossible goal
Seems, well, out of reach.
My imperfections leave bumps and bruises—scars and reminders
But life doesn’t just stop, it drags on
Until one day, I fall.
I sit there and think
Why stand up? Why continue down this path?
After all, my destination is impossible
Abandoned, broken, hopeless—Lost in the darkness
I’d like to ask, Have you ever felt this way?
In the distance, I hear singing
I look around, but no one is there…
‘’Fear not, I am with thee, oh be not dismayed
For I am thy God and will still give thee aid
I’ll strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand
Upheld by Thy Righteous Omnipotent Hand!’’
I look up and there He is with His hand outstretched.
Astonished, I ask, ‘’How did you know where to find me?’’
He just smiles and says,
‘’Because I remember.
A little over 2,000 years ago, I was here too.
I lived your trials, walked your afflictions
Suffered your pains and illnesses—yes, I even bore your sins.
I knew where to find you
Because I remember.
Yes, I remember when I walked this path.
I remember what it felt like.
I remember it all
And knew you would need someone when the time came.’’
With that, I grabbed His hand and
Together, we started down that path again.
He told me about His life—
Gethsemane—bleeding from every pore, suffering for the world.
Betrayed by a dear friend—with a kiss!
Mocked, beaten with 40 stripes save one,
Crown of thorns--.the King of the Jews
Nailed to a cross to hang helpless in front of all.
Then… It was finished.
Buried to rest, but not to reside
3 days passed and He arose and took up His grave.
He lives!!! and He conquered all.
That impossible goal I mentioned?
Remember that word, perfection?
Well, we often confuse ourselves with what it means
Perfection—complete or whole.
With Him? I am complete
The destination may still be in the distance
But I walk down my path with Him at my side
And that impossible goal?
Is made possible.
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No, I didn't get fatter. I was super sick yesterday
and my stomach was swollen. It's normal today.
But this is me with my cast! Super happy it's off. |
Well, a little about my life this last week. I am exhausted and super sore. I’m back in Cusco and cast free!!! But... I am another week with crutches and no walking. I travel back to Puno tonight and in another week, I will be back here in Cusco to check up on my ankle. It is much better. Honestly, thank you so much for the prayers and encouragement. It is still swollen and beautifully colored of greens and blues, but I think in a few days, it will be gone!
The exciting part is that Saturday (unfortunately, I wasn’t there) Saturnina was baptized. She received her fair share of trials. She has had a testimony of the truthfulness of the gospel for a while and her 2 children are members. However, the rest of her family including her husband are not supportive of the church. For that reason, she has never been baptized. Well, we did everything to help her feel that she had the strength to do it. Her interview came and in the middle, the elder came out and talked to his companion and they decided it was best that she talk with President Calderon. I had done all that I knew I could do, but thought we should pray for her once more. I prayed in my heart and then about 10 minutes later, she walked out with a smile on her face!!! She thanked me and I handed her a card for her to read the next day at her baptism that I would miss. I still have yet to hear from the elders with how her baptism went exactly, but the Lord really does bless us.
Life is hard right now, but the Lord loves me and blesses me in so many ways that I can’t count.
At this time of year, I hope we can all remember our Savior. I wrote this while waiting for the doctor and it is how I feel personally about my Savior. He literally makes the impossible possible.
I love you all and wish you the best week.
Love Always,
Hermana Carly Lang